fangirling mode on !!!

weather forecast : seems like it's going to rain in anytime ... anyway i like it!! i love rainy days so much ... love the smells hehehe ....

these days i've been in fangirling mode too much!! hahaha.. well, it made sense since i've nothing to do... so bored meh ..  

you guys knew that i really love SUPER JUNIOR right? i really love them! they are my laughter and tears... but none of them have my ideal man personality teehehehehe ... my biased is kyuhyun and yesung  *kiss their pic* lemme introduce them 

this is my CHO KYUHYUN!!!! 

at first i didn't like him .... my first biased was teukie leader then, some days in 2009  i started liking him... i like his evilness!! this guy is so evil towards his hyungs ~ he has angelic voice ... so eargasm !!!! this evil magnae is cute too~~~ so cute... wanna know? find it urself at youtube.. macam macam ada ngehngehngeh *slap myself*

NEXT STAR : INTRODUCING MY IDEAL MAN .....

BEAST JANG HYUNSEUNG!!!

suju oppa mianhae  ... i love you guys so much but this guy is too hot for me kekekeke ..... i only love him not the band so, don't worry ... i started to know this guy just a few months ago *blame my sis*. before this i only listen to their songs... and i like a particular voice in this group.. i kept asking whose voice is this but never put in an effort to know the voice owner ... i really like his voice so much!! then i saw a poster of them when i randomly browsing the internet .. i saw a guy and i thought to myself that i like him ... love his style... it is lasted for a few days and i continue with my suju oppa kekekeke... when they release their new album few months ago, i saw the mv and guess what; he is the owner of the angelic voice... i felt so happy ... i ask my sister who is who ... end of story ..anyway i like him so much !! so handsome and 4D XDDDD 

a/n : i really love super junior esp. evil magnae and they will always be my favorite band and my true biased.... and hyunseung is lucky since he got my ideal man characteristics hehehe ....

anyeong!!!

p/s: currently addicted to navi - heart pains 

someday

 hi guys!!! at kelantan rite now~~~

staying at my relatives' house hehehehe...holiday..

got something to tell ya... sometimes i feels that i have no strength to go through all of this... really tiring..

i dunno to whom should i tell this...

i promised to myself that i wouldn't cry anymore...i have to be strong!! 

many things i have to consider family, my feelings and others....i know someday i will overcome this things...all of it~ i just need to be strong than ever ... keep smiling atia!!!

"i hope the warm sunshine will dries these tears"

touchdown!!!!

hi guys...currently in semenanjung rite now!!
in a good mood today....yeah...there's never been any good place than home!!!!

new stuffs ^^

today's weather : mood swings again .....

in the midst of studying structural analysis....suddenly feels like want to update you my dearest blog....today my mood swings was not so good....up and down...my heechul's mood also not so good...he is 4-D...same as me...kekekekeke....

anyway let me show you guys something .. ^^

this is my new bag... hehehe red...i like it!!

this is my new cactus ^^ his name is kyu <3

this is my precious collection after all.....my addiction, my drugs SUPER JUNIOR

this is my YP-P3.... awesome wei!!!!

finish with my showing off session kekekekekeke~~~

anyeong!!!  

p/s: currently addicted to infinite - nothing's over 

in a good mood ?????

atia's weather forecast : it is raining since yesterday....thunder ...soooo scared laaaa  omo O_0

this month i'm gonna be busy with all the college things...too many too handle yet, it is a good thing to learn ....
i learnt a lot from seminar wanita anggun.... really good experiences...i learnt how to handle a big event properly....

last night, while doing some revision, suddenly a random thought came to my mind... i've been thinking how did i learnt about the computer things... i never been to any computer classes to learn all the microsoft and even my home doesn't have computer until i was 15 years old. i still remember the feeling when there's just me and a boy in my class who doesn't know how to use computer at that time. i feel so shy. but i know i can went through it. i learn from my friend how to use all the things. and now ^^ the only thing that i doesn't know is how to hack someone's computer...hehhehehe...( bloody monday !!!!) don't try this at home! it is illegal ....*slap myself*

final exams is coming....i need to prepare myself if i want to get the dean list ...hehehehe....but in this situation i don't know i can achieve it or not...test, assignment, quizzes....its all killing me....*throw paper away* ... i've set my goals for this semester...i must achieved it!!!!

super show 3 is coming again in Malaysia!!! and i....just sitting in front of my lappy waiting for the updates...so sad...huuuuaaaaaaaaaa ....really wanna go .... need to stop....maghrib prayer is waiting ^^

anyeong

p/s: currently addicted to song ji eun's "going crazy"

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hi guys!! i'm back..it's been quite a month i'm in hiatus ~
been busy with my study things and a lot more....suddenly today feel like wanna drop something....been missing you my blog :)

first of all... SJM comeback!!! really love their brand new song :) perfection ...kekekkekekekeke
yesterday i went on rage.....really mad, really can't think straight at that time....don't wanna talk about it anymore
after letting my anger out, i fall asleep...before i sleep i said to myself, i need to tell my best friend about my prob but i can't reached my handset since it's to far from my bed then i fall asleep just like that....later, i dream of him..
he come to my dream and asked me: atia, why? what's happened? he then smiled at me....really makes my heart flutter...i woke up from my sleep. i've been thinking bout this since last night. it seems true what people says: if u really missing someone or need them so much, they will come to your dream." if then, i will prefer to just stay in my dream. just to meet that person that i miss so much :)


p/s: listening to "in my dream" by super junior

new semester~~

today's weather : great !!! 

dear my blog !!!! hi ^^ i'm back...